Getting’ Out of Dodge.

 I just want to get lost. Jump out of an airplane in the
middle of nowhere lost.   I
want to break away and then find my way back to civilization.  Don’t get me wrong, I love my life and
the people in it, but I just need to get lost, check out for a few weeks.  I want to stand on top of a mountain
and scream at the top of my lungs my “I AM FOREVER THANKFUL!” for I am thankful beyond words for my life and the people in
it, yet in the same breath “WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME!”   I love my God and He has led me
on the whirlwind of a path of becoming a photographer.  He has blessed me with mad skill, a heart for people, and an even greater desire to serve.  Forgive me though, I just need some
clarity…I know You are there and I know You are guiding me in my thoughts and
actions and teaching me all along the way that you are right there beside me;
but I still want to get lost. 
Perhaps just You and I should get lost together in the great unknown of
the wilderness.  Life is about the
journey and I need to take a moment and get lost; take the scenic rout, back roads,
no map lost.

Psalms 139: 23-24

Search me, O God, and know my
heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. 

See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in
the way everlasting.