Blessings

Wow! I am already starting a new session, my week break has come and gone, but it was well spent. J I was able to catch up with some people, engage in great conversation and keep the wheels turning in my head. Last Sunday I was blessed by a visit from my friend Robin, she came over and we had a great chat about really discerning what God wants us to be doing and making sure we are following his direction. Although this is nothing I have not heard or strived for before it was such an eye opener yet again…a reminder that I am not in control and that a release is necessary. I strive to be super woman it seems, I want to work, go to school, be a great friend, cook wonderful meals for people, be on top of everything, and never falter; but in all actuality I stumble and fall quite literally everyday. I may like to try to be super woman but knowing I can’t it a relief. Robin and I talked about prayer and how much everyday prayer should be a constant convo with God and that keeping quiet heart is best, because only then are we truly tuned in to God and what He has for us. I realize there are so many things that I want to do or places I want to work and so many big decisions that I am going to be making in the next six months… I am soo confused right now but I find my self more along the lines of trying to run the show, if only I rest and stop trying to influence and convince God of what I think is best then will I have a quiet heart and truly hear and see the direction He is leading me…The rest of my break was wonderfully/tiresomely spent working at a camp that I love getting to meet new people and serving and just trying to help where I can. Now one week later from my chat with Robin I spent the afternoon relaxing exploring with my dog Stella…and working on my first assignments for the session. It’s gonna be a good one! Rest and Blessings -c-